i am nothing but a worthless peice of shit i cant do anything write i am always wrong i cant keep a job i am ither depressed or sick and they cant depend on me but they can just when i am not sick i wiork with kids they expect me to go to work sick to get them all sick i dont want to get everyone sick they dont caere they need me they could care less if anyone got sick i am just so mad and hate myself
I WISH I WAS DEAD
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sounds like you need someone to listen...i wish i were able to help more. i have been worried about you today. i am sorry you are dealing with all of that. my friend. please take care and be kind. things will suck, often, but you will find beauty in it, i have seen what you can do, and what you do do..okay that didn't sound good. thinking of you, safe hugs and ♥
amy...checking on you...i hope you are okay. please take care ♥
My sweet Amy, I knew you had to have come into my journal for a reason... Believe it or not, we come into this world equipped with all we need to survive whatever hand life deals us... If you are still alive, that means that there is still hope & that you have something to give to the world. Why this happened to us is not important. What we plan to do with what we learn from it is what counts. If you were placed in a job with children, perhaps you were placed there to give them the love and affection that you never received but they were also put there to give you the chilhood you never had. Remember that the only one we can change is ourselves. I have been alive 55 years and Mother still treats me as if I am an unwanted stepdaughter, but remember that friends are God's way of apologizing for family! Put your arms around yourself and receive my hugs and know that you are loved.
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i love what winivere said here. every bit of it. i have found that when i feel really alone it helps to come read the comments and to really think about what that person said. She took the time to read and really cared about writing this comment. you matter. you are cared about.. we care about you. YOU are still here, alive, and there is something to that.
Your life is no mistake, Amy, you have a beauty to offer people. this beauty comes out of such tragic circumstances, and it is those things that you create your amazing art from. You have a passion for things that are beautiful;. AND you are one of the most beautiful things that is being created out of your sadness. SO cheer up, sweetie. I know that sounds awful to say, and I probably suck at advice.
so listen to winivere. you are worth it and you are here. i need you to be here. you are my comment of love and light. i look for you everyday, and when you do not come and let me know you are there, I have to check in, over and over, to know you are okay. and if you are not okay, to give you some safe love ♥♥ take care. please....
oh and i LOVE THIS PART:
....but remember that friends are God's way of apologizing for family! Put your arms around yourself and receive my hugs and know that you are loved.
thank you AMY, MY FRIEND. take care, xoxoxxx ♥
John 3: 16 For this is how God loved the world: he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.
17 For God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but so that through him the world might be saved.
18 No one who believes in him will be judged; but whoever does not believe is judged already, because that person does not believe in the Name of God's only Son.
19 And the judgement is this: though the light has come into the world people have preferred darkness to the light because their deeds were evil.
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