the last couple days i have been So Angry at the world and everyone in it i dont trust and i have been hating people some things have been happening lately and people just piss me off no wonder why i live alone no wonder why i dont trust no wonder why i am scared of people.to get close
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I find vodka often helps. But that's just an old pisshead talking... ;-)
yeah, stay away from the juice. i have done that, helps, then hinders.
being angry is not always a bad thing. i believe that it works something in you that is part of healing. and if you skip the pissed off stage, you will be right back in it.
i walk around cussing alot, the suppressed anger. much harder to deal with now than if i had tried 20 years ago to let myself feel it.
its okay to be angry, then let it go for a while. like a wave on the beach, comes in and goes out.
love ya. ♥
OMG, I forgot who I'm commenting on, that ever happen to anyone bwfore. It must have--I am not Yew-Neek.
Amysplash! Hi! I've never seen your Blog before. Thank you for putting that little bitty square on my blog page, so I could get here in one click. Clickety-clickey-click...I'm back now!
You know? Pride, humility, or whatever--it is a real honor when someone does that.on our blogs, at least on mine. I always figured I
d be reading these things I write...well--ALONE! It IS a lot more fun having "followers". Thank you AGAIN!
Now...ANGER! One of the "Big Seven"
of those 'deadly' sins. Wonder why they're called "Deadly"? For me, it ,ust have something to do with drinking, then dying. It's just THAT simple--for me.
My blog later today will touch on this, for sure.
Steve E.
Have yourself an all out temper trantrum! Go nuts. Take a ball bat out in the woods and let er rip. Like mile 191, I cuss alot, and I do not try to stop...Fuck it!
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