Thank God

thanks God today my dad left my house i feel cuz he is my dad i have to love him but i hate him if that makes sence he was being such a dink today paron my mouth but i am so mad he made me cry and my sister to they both try and make me look bad and feel bad i hate it i am still feeling like cutting so bad but i am trying to fight i missed my councelling apt today but i got a tat lol a butterfly i will post it in my art blog and steve you make me laugh thank you for being a good friend and for careing and thank you to everyone else it means alot to me so i am alone tonight yayyyy no stupid family lol

love ya all

amy

Venting /November.22

Today i am haveing bad thoughts in my head and feeling like cutting myself i am trying so hard

to stay strong to be happy but my heart hurts so bad and i cant get rid of these bad thoughts

i try and try and try to be strong anger burns my heart burns my flesh i hate anger i hate alot of things people who hurt other people why WHY WHY do there have to be hurtful people in this world people who abuse others who abuse children. I freaking hate child abusers they should all be shot i am so mad right now i want to SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

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